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[19 Aug 2004|02:10am] ..new live journal bitches..hold_that_tiger you'll have to shout

[15 Aug 2004|01:12am] [ mood | crushed ] I'm looking for love. Real love. Ridiculous, inconvenient, consuming, can't-live-without-each-other love. And I don't think that love is here in this expensive suite in this lovely hotel in Paris. 7 let it out| you'll have to shout

[02 Aug 2004|12:27am] [ mood | angry ] [ music | my happy ending ] ( fucking hetero's...well this one anyway-read! ) 4 let it out| you'll have to shout

to prada our lady of accessories [10 Jul 2004|04:39am] [ mood | tired ] [ music | le tigre ] ( queers...dont forget to say your prayers ;D ) 3 let it out| you'll have to shout

a scarf in july [05 Jul 2004|03:30am] [ mood | tired ] [ music | no doubt ] 2 let it out| you'll have to shout

[02 Jul 2004|04:35am] [ mood | blah ] its 4.30 in the morning-i have been putting this together for quite some time, you guys better enjoy these fucking pictures. HAVE FUN! ::i took all of these my self, the first 2 are really cool, at one point thats how close i was to her. i could nearly touch her...:: ( Hyundai Pavilion.San Bernardino, CA. Saturday June 26th 2004 ) 3 let it out| you'll have to shout

[26 Jun 2004|04:46pm] [ mood | yaaaaaaaaaaaay! ] [ music | no doubt- simple kind of life. ] no doubt tonight yay for me. 2 let it out| you'll have to shout

[20 Jun 2004|12:01am] [ mood | blah ] [ music | 8 easy steps ] happy birthday to me... 1 let it out| you'll have to shout

8 easy steps [19 Jun 2004|11:47pm] [ mood | crushed ] [ music | alanis - ] How to stay paralyzed by fear of abandonment How to defer to men in solveable predicaments How to control someone to be a carbon copy of you How to have that not work and have them run away from you How to keep people at arms length and never get too close How to mistrust the ones who supposedly love the most How to pretend you're fine and don't need help from anyone How to feel worthless unless you're serving or helping someone I'll teach you all this in 8 easy steps A course of a lifetime you'll never forget I'll show you how to in 8 easy steps I'll show you how leaderships looks when tought by the best How to hate women when you're supposed to be a feminist How to play all pious when you're really a hypocrite How to hate god when you're a player and a spiritualist How to sabotage your fantasies by fears of success I've been doing research for years I've been practicing my ass off I've been training my whole life for this moment I swear to you Culminating just to be this well-versed leader before you How to lie to yourself and thereby to everyone else How to keep smiling when you're thinking of killing yourself How to numb a la holic to avoid going within How to stay stuck in blue by blaming them for everything you'll have to shout

[18 Jun 2004|11:55am] [ mood | tired ] had a fabulous day with two fabulous peolpe. thanks sylvia i had soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo much fun! you to cato. 3 let it out| you'll have to shout

one last nite... [16 Jun 2004|02:32pm] [ mood | content ] had one last encounter with the one -she- calls "a god" -nothing special tho, just asb stuff. graduation was last nite. very sad. i promised myself i wouldnt get attached to these peolpe, but i did. so now i have to let them go... i have to go thru this hell of letting people go for another two years, one just as worse as the next. and then its my turn. time passes by so fast dont blink or you just might miss it... 2 let it out| you'll have to shout

choice [14 Jun 2004|03:21pm] [ mood | confused ] life is shit. i have to make a choice. either way its ganna end up ugly. i can suck it up for the next three years, and put and pretend to be happy. or i can leave, and truly be happy, but lose it all... but then leaving would cause so many problems that eventually i have to come back to. so i lose. no matter what. 1 let it out| you'll have to shout

[22 May 2004|10:08pm] "The most exciting, challenging and significant relationship of all is the one you have with yourself. And if you find someone to love the you you love, well, that's just fabulous." -Carrie you'll have to shout

ugh [20 May 2004|10:18pm] [ mood | sad ] well first update inna while, i have been so busy and tired this week i cant even keep my eye's open. and tomorrow when everyone dosnt have to be in school until nine, i have to wake up at five thirty to be there at six. sometimes i wish people would appreciate all the things we do for them instead of complain of how it could be better.well i guess thats not going to happen. oh well... i have so much stuff going on rite now i dont where to start so i guess i wont just wait untill tomorrow... you'll have to shout

[12 May 2004|05:59pm] [ mood | blank ] [ music | none ] today was pretty crazy, the word about carol and jennifer was spreading like wild fire, im mean its crazy how fast word gets around and i didnt realize it but i to was running around opening my mouth uncontrollably (as if everyone had to know).well that was pretty much the highlight of my day other than that it was pretty blah, is it sad that i find entertaining when 2 girls beat the living day lights out of each other(ok so it wasnt THAT bad, but still..) ? hmm you'll have to shout

[08 May 2004|11:54pm] [ mood | blank ] today: mother-son brunch, cosco, mall; express, clinique, grandmothers,starbucks;strawberry frap, home, starbucks again;valincia mocha, home again; isketch, hairspary, and livejournal. -current caffine headace- you'll have to shout

pride [28 Apr 2004|09:19pm] [ mood | optimistic ] [ music | blondie-good boys ] well i got into another fight with my dad and step-mom, they made me feel like shit when i was finally starting to accept my self. but now that i thonk about it-i could care less what they think and proud of myself and who i am, so they cant bring me down again, no matter how hard they try. you'll have to shout

hhhhhooooooooooottttttttttt! [26 Apr 2004|02:55pm] [ mood | hhhhhhoooooooooottttt! ] at mt.sac with my sister, hot as hell, save me you'll have to shout

ugh [20 Apr 2004|04:13pm] [ mood | cranky ] [ music | rick james - give it to me baby ] well today wasnt bad and it wasnt great, somewhat inbetween i guess you could say. i woke up at what i thought was 6.04, and it was actually 6.40 so i was late to a.s.b. and i felt like shit beacuse i wore my steve maddens at an attempt to bring them back "in" which failed. oh ya and, MY FUCKKING PROGRESS REPORT WONT COME IN ! ERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR! aaaaaaaaaaaaaaand thats about it. you'll have to shout

t.v. land [16 Apr 2004|04:26pm] [ mood | im soooooo good! ] [ music | modern english-i melt with you ] welll the freshman posters today for the t.v land rally kicked ass, well i guess its probably becuse i desinged, organized, planned, and put together everything my self :) well i guess the rest of council did help-well at the last minute anyway when they had no choice but to help. im thinking of running for class president next year becuse all it took was this rally to realize that if i hadnt taken control of the situation our posters, once again, would have been shit. (thanks mo for your great artistic abality when it was time to free hand!)but besides the posters i think that i am the most organized out of the majority of the council anyway, and i knew how to handle myself under this stressfull situation of sketching, painting, cutting, and hanging these posters at the very very last minute.and i dont mean that say that im only good person on the council and everyone els sucks, beacuse if i didnt have their help i would never finished but someone needed to take controll of the situation, and i think i did a pretty fuckin good job hmmmmmmmmm you'll have to shout

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