urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:electrx_blu and i like what i see and i couldnt help but wonder... 2005-04-05T18:05:45Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:electrx_blu:12941 2004-08-19T09:14:11Z 2005-04-05T18:05:45Z <font color="#CC0000"><br /><marquee width="571" style="font-weight: bold" direction="right">..new live journal bitches..hold_that_tiger</marquee></font> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:electrx_blu:12595 2004-08-15T08:13:15Z 2004-08-15T08:13:15Z I'm looking for love. Real love. Ridiculous, inconvenient, consuming, can't-live-without-each-other love. And I don't think that love is here in this expensive suite in this lovely hotel in Paris. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:electrx_blu:12078 2004-08-02T07:28:56Z 2004-08-02T08:47:27Z my happy ending <a name="cutid1"></a> <br /><br />ok so this all started when a straight friend off mine, send me the link to some guy's myspace, for no apperant reason except for the fact that he was gay..so i got pissed and send him a link to one off my girl friend's, and he called her ugly (when she is very very pretty)and so i was messing around and told him he had no taste. then he goes, yea well you're gay..so im liek woah. and i saidwell what the fuck is that supposed to mean, and he goes figure it out...(copy of the convo, im electrxblu) <br /><br />LoVzSuChAbTcH: i know<br />LoVzSuChAbTcH: what it means<br />Electrxblu: then?<br />LoVzSuChAbTcH: but your smart enough to figure it out<br />Electrxblu: i dont have time for these bullshit games, if you have sucha big mouth as to say it then YOU tell me what it means<br />LoVzSuChAbTcH: ok<br />LoVzSuChAbTcH: you said i was the stupid one<br />LoVzSuChAbTcH: and i said not really<br />LoVzSuChAbTcH: your the gay one<br />Electrxblu: well dont use my sexuality as some sort of offensive term<br />Electrxblu: beacuse it isnt<br />LoVzSuChAbTcH: what im saying is being gay is stupid<br />LoVzSuChAbTcH: and you told me you cant help it taht you are gay and if you could then you would be straight right?<br />Electrxblu: im not having this conversation with you, what you said is offensive and if you cant take a fucking joke then you have a problem, and if you think being gay is soo wrong then why the hell are you my friend<br />LoVzSuChAbTcH: i do think being gay is wrong<br />LoVzSuChAbTcH: because it is<br />LoVzSuChAbTcH: im just saying that<br />LoVzSuChAbTcH: you said you couldnt change it because you were born like that right?<br />Electrxblu: yea, and whats you're point<br />LoVzSuChAbTcH: because thats total bull shit you cant be whatever you want<br />Electrxblu: no, actually it isnt. and you have no fucking room to talk since YOU dont have to put up with it<br />LoVzSuChAbTcH: its a chioce man you just gotta think it out its life and its gonna be hard<br />LoVzSuChAbTcH: you dont either<br />LoVzSuChAbTcH: you just gotta turn straight<br />LoVzSuChAbTcH: dude dont get all mad<br />LoVzSuChAbTcH: im not gonne be your enemy because you are gay<br />LoVzSuChAbTcH: gonna*<br />Electrxblu: im not turning straight, and if you keep going on like you noe what you're talking about, i have to stop talking to you beacuse i dont need this shit<br />LoVzSuChAbTcH: i enver said i know what im talking about<br />LoVzSuChAbTcH: i just put in a comment<br />Electrxblu: you didnt have to<br />LoVzSuChAbTcH: damn dude whatever your getting all pissed<br />Electrxblu: by saying it waas a choice. you think you what youre talking about <br /><br />then he singed off...errr thats it im becoming a heterophobe urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:electrx_blu:11990 2004-07-10T11:48:03Z 2004-07-10T11:48:03Z le tigre <a name="cutid1"></a> <br /><br /><br />Armani <br />Which art in Macy's <br />Hallowed be thy shoes. <br />Thy Prada come <br />Thy shopping done <br />On Rodeo <br />As it is in Paris. <br />Give us this day, our Visa Gold, <br />And Forgive us our balances <br />As we forgive those who charge us interest. <br />Lead us not into Penney's <br />And deliver us from Sears. <br />For thine is the Chanel, Gaultier, Dior, Hermes and the Versace... For Dolce and Gabbana urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:electrx_blu:11061 2004-07-05T10:32:49Z 2004-07-05T10:32:49Z no doubt <img src="http://pic15.picturetrail.com/VOL625/2363534/4652881/58933907.jpg" alt="title or description" /> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:electrx_blu:10782 2004-07-02T11:41:37Z 2004-07-02T11:41:37Z <img src="http://pic15.picturetrail.com/VOL625/2363534/4652881/58654037.jpg" alt="title or description" /> <br />its 4.30 in the morning-i have been putting this together for quite some time, you guys better enjoy these fucking pictures. <br />HAVE FUN! <br /><br />::i took all of these my self, the first 2 are really cool, at one point thats how close i was to her. i could nearly touch her...::<br /> <br /><br /><a name="cutid1"></a> <br /><br /> <br /><br /><br /><br /><img src="http://pic15.picturetrail.com/VOL625/2363534/4652881/58653111.jpg" alt="title or description" /> <br /><br /><img src="http://pic15.picturetrail.com/VOL625/2363534/4652881/58653073.jpg" alt="title or description" /> <br /><br /><br /><img src="http://pic15.picturetrail.com/VOL625/2363534/4652881/58653070.jpg" alt="title or description" /> <br /><br /><img src="http://pic15.picturetrail.com/VOL625/2363534/4652881/58652971.jpg" alt="title or description" /> <br /><br /><img src="http://pic15.picturetrail.com/VOL625/2363534/4652881/58652911.jpg" alt="title or description" /> <br /><br /><img src="http://pic15.picturetrail.com/VOL625/2363534/4652881/58652819.jpg" alt="title or description" /> <br /><br /><img src="http://pic15.picturetrail.com/VOL625/2363534/4652881/58652538.jpg" alt="title or description" /> <br /><br /> THE END. <br /><br /><img src="http://pic15.picturetrail.com/VOL625/2363534/4652881/58652979.jpg" alt="title or description" /> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:electrx_blu:10354 2004-06-26T23:52:00Z 2004-06-26T23:52:00Z no doubt- simple kind of life. <img src="http://pic10.picturetrail.com/VOL310/2075362/4025759/58035570.jpg" alt="title or description" /> <br /><br /><br />no doubt <br /><br />tonight<br /><br />yay for me. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:electrx_blu:10090 2004-06-20T07:01:58Z 2004-06-20T07:01:58Z 8 easy steps happy birthday<br /><br />to me... urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:electrx_blu:9950 2004-06-20T06:56:30Z 2004-06-20T06:56:30Z alanis - How to stay paralyzed by fear of abandonment <br />How to defer to men in solveable predicaments <br />How to control someone to be a carbon copy of you <br />How to have that not work and have them run away from you <br /><br />How to keep people at arms length and never get too close <br />How to mistrust the ones who supposedly love the most <br />How to pretend you're fine and don't need help from anyone <br />How to feel worthless unless you're serving or helping someone<br /><br />I'll teach you all this in 8 easy steps <br />A course of a lifetime you'll never forget <br />I'll show you how to in 8 easy steps <br />I'll show you how leaderships looks when tought by the best<br /><br />How to hate women when you're supposed to be a feminist <br />How to play all pious when you're really a hypocrite <br />How to hate god when you're a player and a spiritualist <br />How to sabotage your fantasies by fears of success<br /><br /><br />I've been doing research for years <br />I've been practicing my ass off <br />I've been training my whole life for this moment I swear to you<br />Culminating just to be this well-versed leader before you <br /><br /><br />How to lie to yourself and thereby to everyone else <br />How to keep smiling when you're thinking of killing yourself <br />How to numb a la holic to avoid going within<br />How to stay stuck in blue by blaming them for everything urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:electrx_blu:9694 2004-06-18T18:57:05Z 2004-06-18T18:57:05Z had a fabulous day with two fabulous peolpe.<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />thanks sylvia i had soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo much fun! <br /><br />you to cato. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:electrx_blu:9363 2004-06-16T21:42:56Z 2004-06-16T21:46:59Z had one last encounter with the one -she- calls "a god" -nothing special tho, just asb stuff. <br /><br />graduation was last nite. very sad. i promised myself i wouldnt get attached to these peolpe, but i did. so now i have to let them go... <br /><br />i have to go thru this hell of letting people go for another two years, one just as worse as the next. and then its my turn. <br /><br />time passes by so fast <br /><br />dont blink or you just might miss it... urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:electrx_blu:9086 2004-06-14T22:33:48Z 2004-06-14T22:33:48Z life is shit. <br /><br />i have to make a choice. <br /><br />either way its ganna end up ugly. <br /><br />i can suck it up for the next three years, and put and pretend to be happy. <br /><br />or i can leave, and truly be happy, but lose it all... <br /><br />but then leaving would cause so many problems that eventually i have to come back to. <br /><br />so i lose. <br /><br />no matter what. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:electrx_blu:8715 2004-05-23T05:17:36Z 2004-05-23T05:17:36Z <img src="http://pic10.picturetrail.com/VOL310/2075362/4025759/54430656.jpg" alt="the last picture" /> "The most exciting, challenging and significant relationship of all is the one you have with yourself. And if you find someone to love the you you love, well, that's just fabulous." -Carrie urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:electrx_blu:8231 2004-05-21T05:28:21Z 2004-05-21T05:30:33Z well first update inna while, i have been so busy and tired this week i cant even keep my eye's open. and tomorrow when everyone dosnt have to be in school until nine, i have to wake up at five thirty to be there at six. sometimes i wish people would appreciate all the things we do for them instead of complain of how it could be better.well i guess thats not going to happen. oh well... <br /><br /><br />i have so much stuff going on rite now i dont where to start <br /><br />so i guess i wont <br /><br />just wait untill tomorrow... urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:electrx_blu:8030 2004-05-13T01:10:39Z 2004-05-13T01:10:39Z none today was pretty crazy, the word about carol and jennifer was spreading like wild fire, im mean its crazy how fast word gets around and i didnt realize it but i to was running around opening my mouth uncontrollably (as if everyone had to know).well that was pretty much the highlight of my day other than that it was pretty blah, is it sad that i find entertaining when 2 girls beat the living day lights out of each other(ok so it wasnt THAT bad, but still..) ? hmm urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:electrx_blu:7715 2004-05-09T06:59:40Z 2004-05-09T06:59:40Z today: mother-son brunch, cosco, mall; express, clinique, grandmothers,starbucks;strawberry frap, home, starbucks again;valincia mocha, home again; isketch, hairspary, and livejournal. <br />-current caffine headace- urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:electrx_blu:7452 2004-04-29T04:23:00Z 2004-04-29T04:23:00Z blondie-good boys well i got into another fight with my dad and step-mom, they made me feel like shit when i was finally starting to accept my self. but now that i thonk about it-i could care less what they think and proud of myself and who i am, so they cant bring me down again, no matter how hard they try. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:electrx_blu:7172 2004-04-26T21:57:14Z 2004-04-26T21:57:14Z at mt.sac with my sister, hot as hell, save me urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:electrx_blu:7087 2004-04-20T23:25:54Z 2004-04-20T23:25:54Z rick james - give it to me baby well today wasnt bad and it wasnt great, somewhat inbetween i guess you could say. i woke up at what i thought was 6.04, and it was actually 6.40 so i was late to a.s.b. and i felt like shit beacuse i wore my steve maddens at an attempt to bring them back "in" which failed. oh ya and, MY FUCKKING PROGRESS REPORT WONT COME IN ! ERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR! aaaaaaaaaaaaaaand thats about it. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:electrx_blu:6295 2004-04-16T23:27:09Z 2004-04-16T23:36:11Z modern english-i melt with you welll the freshman posters today for the t.v land rally kicked ass, well i guess its probably becuse i desinged, organized, planned, and put together everything my self :) well i guess the rest of council did help-well at the last minute anyway when they had no choice but to help. im thinking of running for class president next year becuse all it took was this rally to realize that if i hadnt taken control of the situation our posters, once again, would have been shit. (thanks mo for your great artistic abality when it was time to free hand!)but besides the posters i think that i am the most organized out of the majority of the council anyway, and i knew how to handle myself under this stressfull situation of sketching, painting, cutting, and hanging these posters at the very very last minute.and i dont mean that say that im only good person on the council and everyone els sucks, beacuse if i didnt have their help i would never finished but someone needed to take controll of the situation, and i think i did a pretty fuckin good job <br /><br />hmmmmmmmmm urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:electrx_blu:5788 2004-04-16T01:13:02Z 2004-04-17T08:32:45Z madonna you have no dick <br /><br />and if you do it looks like a stick<br /><br />you smell like caca <br /><br />and im going to throw you a rocka <br /><br />you jizz eater <br /><br />and wife beater <br /><br />you smEll like a cat <br /><br />and your penis needs a hat <br /><br />leave me alone <br /><br />and buy some cologne <br /><br />::hahha, i love you karina!:: urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:electrx_blu:5471 2004-04-14T01:02:38Z 2004-04-14T01:02:38Z . well another subsitute(becuse of dorados thingy) and once again carol was the royal bitch that she usually is, read....... <br /><br />sub:do you want to be sent to the office! (in his disgusting brown corduroy pants and ugly trainers with his over greased hair)<br /><br />carol: uhhhhmmmmmm weeeeellll i would but its hott outside and im kinda tierd and reeeeeeaallllyyyyyy dont feel like walking. <br /><br />aaaaaaahhhhhahaha your sucha bitch and i love it urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:electrx_blu:5230 2004-04-14T00:32:38Z 2004-04-14T00:34:51Z ::::::::;::::::::: well spring break sucked, it mostly consisted of cleaning, will&Grace, and queer eye for the straight guy, and finishing the devil wears prada. well i did do some light shopping and bought a stripe shirt that was very spring couture, and i fianly filled that craving for smoothies, but i think i had too much(at the very least a good 5,in just one day) but other than that my break was pretty blah, but i got toooo sleeep!!!!!!! ..... urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:electrx_blu:5075 2004-04-08T00:31:57Z 2004-04-08T00:32:34Z all things just keep gettin better on the 8th day the lord created malls. and he said to his people, go. shop. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:electrx_blu:4845 2004-04-07T01:12:18Z 2004-04-07T01:12:18Z ahhhhhh, well today was fun, carol came over and we watched will&grace, and the o.c, AND we made smoothies Gaylor, im serious! i have smoothies comming out of my ass! agghahaha, well then we went to the REAL chino,(not the o.c version) and picked up hamster girl, it was fun <br /><br /><br />MIIILLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLKKKKKKKKK!